Failure...

So I've been on my diet for about a strong month now and I lost 15 .lbs so far. However, I find myself getting bored with the food and not interested in going to the gym. Imean I want to be healthier but I just can't get that workout bug going yet. Gotta figure it out.

And finally me and dwain started our promotion movement our first party at this spot in bed stuy. Actually it was supposed to be dwain, rannie and I but rannie stupid ass has got the be the unorganized person in the history of this thing, and that's why I see he never blows up. The niggas to fucking worried about tryna be everywhere at once instead of focusing on one special event that can bring him more props than a thousand little ones.

Simple nigga.

This dude actually books another date on the same day as our party which leaves my and dwain the only deejays at our own event, which iis exactly what we didn't want. I HATE deejaying at my own event. I CAN, I just rather not. But after last night I relize that that might be the best thing at the end of the day because we had to figure out who's down for the cause and who's not and him not being there one the first was a sure sign. It also proves that he didn't promote our party since he had his own party to promote. Fucking ridiculous.

The night however was a total flop since it rained and it was again the first night.

I'm not even mad because we had to get over that first phase to work out all the kinks of the club, security, bartenders and of course the team itself.

At the end of the day I spent WAY too much than I wanted to but its whatever, I recover and the next month will be greater and better....

Soundtrack of the night: "change gon' come" ~Sam Cooke~
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Need to change up!

I really do need to.

Everything from my eating habits to working out. From having a job to having a CAREER (Chris Rock had the funniest skit about the difference between the two things. He said that in a career, you never have enough time to do anything. However, in a job, there's just wayy too much time available!).

My biggest fear is that I'll be at footlocker for the same amount of time that I was at epic security, which was 4 years BTW. Did I tell you that that happened to be the worst job I ever had in my life? Seriously, it made no sense to be at one job so long especially when they weren't giving you the respect or the check that you desereve...

So I have to switch everything up, quick fast in a hurry.

Here's my theory. I believe that the saying, "Its never too late...l is complete bullshit in this day and time. The way I see it, you have your last big detour at around thirty. Thirty seems to be the big cut off point for most people, this is where everyone usally figure s it time to grow up or forever be lost in the grand scheme oof things.

Now, with that being said, I have 2 1/2 years left before I hit a brick wall. No college, no real training in any type skill besides retail, so I'm done for unless I can make the switch when the opportunity presents itself....

What exactly will I do, is beyond me but I gotta think fast!
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